Confession on the Jamban Floor no. 712

As I write now, I feel kind of disappointed and a little pissed of what had come to me this week.

I feel sorry for my best friend for his vulnerability for his problems and wise decisions. As a friend, a very good friend, I, with no questions ask, willing to be on his side with no limit of time.

I kind of surprise to receive a phone call of someone whom I didn’t expect to call anymore. I apologize for my stern decision as this at the moment I find the only way to make both sides happy.
There were certain words and acts that surprisingly struck my side as this has never happened before when we were together.
Why can’t this happen before?

As a friend you stand up to each other, no matter what, happiness or sadness, thick and thin. If you are a friend willing or not we share our happiness and problems.
There may be time we don’t share to friend but why him or her to be the victim of you problem?
Why him or her receive the silent treatment?
Why him or her, of all people, be treated such treatment where he or she doesn’t know anything?

This may not happen to us before as we do share things together.
I have to say this, if you do have a problem and kept of saying “it has nothing to do with me”..keep it that way.
Why with all the silent and as if the person is at fault?

I asked my friend about this and what she said had made me realise and to be honest it spoilt my mood.
Why in the first place I told her about this?
Why in the first place I have to think about this?

Drama Queen? I guess so…

This may not have anything to do with me. I am a friend, yes. We are the friends who stand up each other who enjoy fun time and sad times.
As a human, why do I have the feeling as if I am the victim from all the problems he has.
He may say that the person I am the person who what we called “perasan” but we as human being can feel something wrong.

I think this is it…I am out of idea already and when you are in the mood that you wish this not to happen, you are out of idea as well….

Good night!