Saturday, June 14, 2008

Confessions on the Dance Floor no. 618



There are times when you feel lonely, you whine a lot and wish that all your friends are single as the way you do.
S and I, when we are together especially hang out at night, the main topic of discussion is non other than relationship.

I do feel lonely and friendless almost every week and so does S. I don't blame S for being like that, I understand her and I salute her for being brave enough to let out all what in her heart out.

I realize and sort things on what do i do and what bad sides I possessed. I may be choosy and have a very high criteria on finding someone. Dr. A said there are not perfect person outhere. And with this, S and I agreed on one thing, we have to keep our standard in terms of looks and finance.

We can never be too serious on stuff. I, myself, never too serious on stuff. When I am too serious, I take things too seriously. I complaint a lot, I look at only one side faults on every petty things and it's always the side's fault.
This I realize, I can never be in a good relationship with the attitude like this.

And so tonight, I have decided after watching Kung Fu Panda with Dr. A.
With the help of Master Oogway...
"The past is history, the future is a mystery and today is the gift, that's why it's called the present."

So, Master Oogway, I believe in myself and there's no secret recipe.
I may turning 30 Big 3 0 this year, I will take it slow and smoothly.

Drama Drama...

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