Monday, July 7, 2008

Confessions on the Jamban Floor no.099

It was a very hot day and I agreed with Q it’s better to rank at 8th and 9th rather than 4th place.
I am not complaining that we lost but at least we were on the top 3. I consider myself to be the weakest link at this challenge knowing I didn’t answer most of the riddles. I let my team mates down in a way.
S picked me up for the Xtreme Party and on the way we discussed about the challenge we had this morning and I told her, “I think I am ok of losing this time. I’ve received a lot of good news these few weeks, at least it’s balance everything.”

S kind of surprised I told her this and she, being a nerd in a bimbo suit disagreed with my statement.

“Kay, since when do you believe in this balance thing?” she asked. “You know, if we believe in this balance, when are we going to improve ourselves?”

What she said at some point is true. I received lots of good news not because it fell from the sky, I earned it, I worked hard for it. For 7 years, I worked to get what I want and finally I got it this time.

And knowing this balance thing, in a way, I believe in it. Maybe because I believe in it so well that everything what I do in this life giving the balance that I may like or dislike about.

For example; yesterday, I complaint to my colleagues about the touch screen of my mobile phone.
They suggested of a few alternative on fixing the phone which I accept one advice and turned out disaster.
See...the balance is there!

Anyway...I have to stop now...
Next issue...The Big 3 0...urgghhh

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