Confessions on the RIPAS and FoodZone Floor no. 073

As pain occurred for every seconds. I was worried that he can't stand the pain.
As a friend, in fact, I owe my life to this friend, crying for him is not the answer as I guess it will make the worse.
I remembered my mum used to stroke gently on my head whenever I was in pain. And that when I was a kid. It actually calm us down and make to feel better.

B always do that to me as well and said the same thing, clams and better.
In fact, When I did this to my in pain friend, he said he can fall asleep with this.

How the power touching give effects to human affectionate.
Get well soon Amir...

Almost to an hour we queued at the hospital to wait name to be called.
Thanks to Redz sister who called the name and ran smoothly. It took no longer than 7 minutes when she came and helped us.

Watch showed almost to 10 p.m.
we had dinner and Paul and Redz talked about Blogging Nation where they got the inspiration from the link I posted on my blog.
Honestly, I linked it here but I have no intention to register to it.

Until....

Redz registered and I saw his name on the nation.
Paul registered and I saw his name on the nation as well...

This morning, it came to my mine, I too should register to blogging nation and I too need a loyal reader like I used to have until I changed my website address.
Too many readers and it creeps me out a little.
Then, I need readers to read my diary, I called it diary as it tells about my life.

I need readers to understand me through my writings.
I need readers to know me and to leave something to me as a remembrance of my mistakes.
I need readers to know me and be their inspirations of what I have contributed intentionally or unintentionally.
I need readers to tell me what they have contributed to me that I can make it as guidance to my life.

I thank you readers for your contributions and supports.

And now...
I leave you with lots of food from my school.
We are having what we call "Food Festival"



And these are Sophan, Juana, Nora and Ustazah Norwani

And now the soto given by my student for the teachers' day...
Thank you Suhairi

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.078

I did something funnily stupid :)

When a friend of mine was in the toilet and usually when he's in the toilet he'll be kind of taking a long time to clean up.

Guess what I did?
I checked out his mobile phone and I got caught.

AArrgghhhh!!!

He's not angry but he's disappointed in me...hee hee hee...
Honestly, he's cute when he's like that...

Sorry hunny...
Just being curious and in need to know that asshole's number :)

Won't do it again..I promise...Love ya!

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.189

I went out of the room tadi then C-Kayoy, the blog invader, wake up from his afternoon nap and saw me.

"Mink! masuk!" he said.

The stupid thing was, he just said it but he didn't do anything. Eh! what happened to this boy?

Rupanya, I hate that boy.

"Dy! C-Komeng kuar tu menggatal."
Kurang ajar!

He told me master about it! Damn you!

Anyway, I am here to tell you this story about Lulu.
You know, the new, is it dog or bunny?
He's, since it's night time, so I guess she..
She's at De'Fountain selling herself to this cute hot chinese muscle man.
Happened to be the son of his friend's colleague.
Lulu is now so desperate he, sorry she, can go to anyone with pretty faces.
Good Luck Lulu!

I confessed...

Bah sudah ah...at least I post something due to popular demand!

Till Then...I leave you with Lulu the Selling bunny? dog?

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.765

aku malaskan memblog salnya banyak kajaku di skulah ani...
since tadi kami ada begambar ramai for the souvenir Singapore teachers so ku post ke mari lah..Enjoy!

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.989

Everytime I think of this person, I started to hate myself.
I started to despise this person.
I started to feel in a negative mood.
I started to lose interest in everything what I do.
And,
I started to fool around to forget and get rid of this person.

I've tried my best to do everything. Even to the level where I am not supposed to do. To impress and to be the best. What turned out to be a disappointment in the end.

I deny everything to my friends. I deny to everyone I move on. But what's the point, you can't deny yourself.
I do move on.

At times, the true feelings gone and it felt good. It felt surprising exciting.
Keep it up!

When you meet, it sure is the most awaited event on your life. Why is that?
When you go out, it sure is will be a disappointment turned out. What happened?

When you didn't see him, it sure is the longest day in your life. How long?
When you were away, it sure is the every moment you miss the person. Isn't it over already?

I always keep into mind that, "You don't need this person, you don't have to miss this person when you guys are not together. He never definitely think of you there."
I have to agree on this.

My best colleagues keep on wanting to slap me for being such a loser.

"That bullshit doesn't deserve you," she said. "Let the person rot in hell, that's the place for it."
Sound harsh but I like it. My colleague knows me better. I like her.

I spend less time, I ignore the person. I even curse the person whenever I saw on friendster. (added new friends,someone has a reputation there, then pictures..blahh!!)
I text less, I ignore on MSN. I even curse and say rude things on SMS.
In short, we fight a lot.

Why? Denial.

I don't care what this person do behind my back. Fool around for all I care.
I don't care what this person's activity and date with someone when we are not together. We deserved to meet someone, a special someone.
Someone you can *you know*.
A side story, this person does a lot. :)

Anyway,
With all ignorance and less time spend.
Why I am ready to do it, in fact I did it well myself, then *bang!* an interesting story happen from this person.
I changes everything. I feel pity, I feel sad. That's my friend and in need.
I am the only comfort this person has.

Stupid Kayoy!
Move on!

To think deeply before sleep and crying for losing the ipod.
I have decided, what do I care?
Do whatever both sides want to do.
This person never thinks of me and why in the world do I have to think of this person. He doesn't CARE.
Go do what ever you want to do. *that thing* or other things like gang bang...go ahead for all I care.
I have had enough and I am tired.

I may be hurt. I may be in vengeance.
For one thing, I will never forgive.

-The End-

Sasha reporting from Studio Oprah...

Anger on the Jamban Floor

Fucking Shit!!!


I am so angry right now, I can kill anyone who near me.I kill in pleasure and you to suffer in pain.
Those bitches to bitches to Fucking Assholes.

Why in the world do I have to know these persons?
Why in the fucking world do I have to be friend with these stupid assholes?
And,
Why in the idiotic fucking bullshit world I can't get rid of these God Damn Fuckable bitch?

First thing first..Stupid Unlucky Tuesday!!
I misplaced my ipod, how in the world can I workout? For hours I looked for it and until now I couldn't find it, I feel like I want to burn my house. Idiot!!

Someone saying that I am CHEAP! How the fuck are you saying that to me!!! Do you know me that well? Is it me or you are the one who CHEAP? Fucking around!
I feel like I want to hit whoever house with my car! Let both the car and house burn!

I've waited for hours to someone to pick me up and I ended up driving for nothing. Now I know why I seldom hang out with you guys...Fashionably Late Drag!
I feel like stabbing the drag with blunt knife! Feel the pain!!

Ok, calm down....

The night was ok...get the chance to talk heart to heart with Suze and Liza...saying bad things to those who so influential yet such a big fat liar!
Until the phone rang!

+6738883514
Then there's a text message...
"Can i kol u kajap sharul?"

What the FUCK!!
Another stupid Pinoy doing it again. What a bitch!
This has gone too far. Suze's mother kept on asking me to pick up the phone because it's kind of rude having conversation with her as the phone ringing.

Received another phone call with different tone.
It's my bestfriend. He was in a fume as well. So I asked why...
His boyfriend is seeing someone behind his back! What This!!!!
I know I shouldn't be angry but this is my bestfriend for god sake!

There's this guy called him saying he's been seeing my bestfriend's boyfriend now and there are actually three persons invovled; My bestfriend, the guy who called and there's another guy. Bull!!
The guy called him and telling him that they've been together before or after their trip to Bangkok.
What? Don;t have a better life than ruining others ey?
What? Is the guy called him so good looking? that he seeing him better than my bestfriend?
What? Is bestfriend doesn't enough for him? that he has to go out with this ugly guy instead.
What? Is this guy calling that he's been seeing long enough that we, my bestfriend especially, couldn't find out that soon?

This boyfriend of his doesn't deserved my bestfriend. He should appreciate him!
What can't anybody see us happy?
What can't they just leave us as what we are?
What can't they just die in the most terrifying way?

I am so angry at the environment now.
The place seemed so stuffy and full of bullshit!
The surrounding is full of drama.
We all full of drama!

I still want my ipod!!
Do not mess with me now as I am full of anger!
This is how I will be for the next hours until I found my ipod and my problems solved.

Asshole!

Bersama Mink! Di Lantai Jamban Rimba

I am a very beautiful cat!!


Mink!:
With intense negotiation with the blog invader. I managed to persuade him to have this interview for my blog.

Here I present to you...Kayoy the blog invader.

Anyway, we will talk about his life, his relationship, or does he have one? and the phone calls as well as text messages overflowed in.

Kayoy:
Tumpis jua mulut kucing inda sadar diri ani.
aaaa Mink! Do you know that you are actually a cat? A very annoying one?!

Mink!
I am a very beautiful cat...Anyway..So tell me what did you do last night?

Kayoy:
I went out dinner with Redz and Paul di Andaman. Besides this conversation are not what I did last night. What did you do last night?

Mink!
Licking my paws..This is not about me, this is about you. What did you do before that? And mind telling us about this phone calls and text messages you received lately.

Kayoy:
Aahh...it's a very long story.

Mink!
Habaq dekat che!

Kayoy:
There is this stupid person who exposing my phone number over the chat room, to the main channel even.
I know this because my friend told me. He chats anyway.
Ok, let's talk more about me.
So, since this has been going on for quite a long time, I take it as a good sign of this stupid person doing me a favour of introducing me few friends for a date. So I tagged along.
I met few friends and chatted with them.

Mink!
Don't you get annoyed by this?
Uuuhh I feel like Oprah...

Kayoy:
Perasan jua kucingnya...
Well, I do. In fact in every of my prayer I cursed this man.

Mink!
Continue your story...What did you do last night before dinner with Redz and Paul?

Kayoy:
Kepoh!
Anyway, I received a text message saying to meet me later at 7 di serusop.
So, I met the person lo.

Mink!
Then, what happened?

Kayoy:
This person..haiya...not nice want...
This person is always you know caressing and touching...yuck!
So, I asked Redz to call me up in 5 minutes to save me from this torturement...keke..I create that word...

Mink!
How long did you guys meet? and Did Redz call you?

Kayoy:
Of course lo! Anyway...this is the last time I go layan this kind of persons.
It always ended up in disappointment.

Can we just like meet a very simple, decent, good looking, sex appealing person?

Mink!
In that case, you keep on tag along with this, who knows ada tu nanti the person....
Good luck ah!

Kayoy:
Thank you..
Come to think of it...you are not a bad cat at all...It's just that you are a cat!

Mink!:
Sial manusianya...
I am a very beautiful cat la!!!

So I end up this show with my words of wisdom...
"Listen to the car advice, although you don't understand them. But at least they are good looking, I am good looking."

I see you next week and Thank you for watching....

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