Confession on the Dance Floor no. 877

Dear Diary;

I had a talk with my friend, Redz, and asked if I have multiple personality. I keep on experiencing some events that I don't even remember at all.
I may be Madamme Sasha the brown pashmina, an idiotic version of Oprah who claimed to be a successful talk show host.
Or,
I may like Jessica, the strongest twin sister of Nikki from Heroes. She's good. I want her!
Or,
I may be the slutty Kayoy who kept on calling everyone for sex. I like!

The events were;

1) I keep on receiving phone call and text messages from my new phone numbers saying I gave my number to them at the chat room. I don't chat but I don't remember this as well.

2) I was told that I was using this someone's laptop whom I never met. The proof was my e-mail when typed was there. When was this? I fear it's recent.

3) Redz told me once I may here with him but actually I was somewhere else flirting to someone. This may be true because recently on Monday afternoon when I was taking my nap, he texted me about food and I did reply but I didn't remember what it was until I met him.
He complaint about my text which kind of demanding. I didn't remember about the text since I replied when I was half awake.

So dear diary;

If this is true, I need someone to tell me that I really have multiple personality because it seemed to be true. I feel wiped out every night, I don't remember sometimes of what I did and when I woke up I was on my bed with dizziness and body aching ( haiya! this is the scene from Heroes la!).

I need medication!

Good night Diary..... ZZzzzZZZZZ

Dear Diary Week no.04

Dear Diary;

I don’t know, lately I always feel wiped out especially at night. There’s this one time when we had dinner together and Kori said I really looked exhausted. Ever since, I got fever last week, I always feel tired.
I always thought it’s the class I attended at night. Imagine from 5 to 8 pm every night, from cardio to normal workout. And then, when I finished and took a shower, I go home straight away and watch TV since I miss a lot of shows so I need to catch up. But I ended up sleeping and wake up around 10pm.

In fact, at school after 12, I feel tired and sleepy already. Few of my colleagues complaint about this to me. This is not me. I am the active kind of person, hyper all the time. I even work in the afternoon no questions asked but now, I rather go back home and sleep.


I met a lot of new friends, either personally or through online. I have fun knowing them and never regret knowing them. One thing I don’t like is when we used up all the necessities we have and leave us as it is. This annoys me very much. Yes leave your friends in questions and stay silent for all I care.

You may say, ask your friends what happened. I did and he or she may say nothing and its nothing to do you with you. Right…
If its nothing to do with anyone why with the silence and cold shoulder?

At first I thought we are good friends. Good friends stand up for each other. Good friends are good friends. Well, I guess, we are not good friends then. You lose one you may gain one.


I attended a course called Stress Relief and How to handle it.
It’s a very meaningful and fruitful education for a stress teacher on how to handle it.
Maybe because the presenter is so good looking, that’s why. ☺

Oh well, I still have one solve for stress relief. KILL YOURSELF!
It may not solve anything but who cares!

By now it's night and I just got back from Kuala Belait picking up my friend to stay over at my place.
It feels good when he decided to stay over at my place. He is a very good friend of ours.
After friendly match and picking him up, I feel wiped out now. I am hungry but I don't feel like eating but I don't have a choice but to eat also.

Good night Diary!

E-mail from Sasha

Dear Sir;

Due to regret and careless consideration between the owner of the blog and world renown host, Sejam Bersama Sasha.
This is to inform you that the blog (Passion Fruit) is no longer a cat's blog.
As been read and viewed, the displayed picture no longer post the cat's pesona. It is a little sad to the readers of this blog not seeing any post from that creature.

The news been spread that the cat, as popularly known as Mink! over the internet and as claimed to be the most popular cat around, has retired and no longer connecting to this Passion Fruit for Angle no.16.

The question is, do you (the blog invader) have the slightest creative idea on posting any post that are nice and worth reading of?

yours truly

Madamme Sasha of Brown Pashmina

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.001

Rest awhile and enjoy!

No idea on what to post at the moment...

You know how it feels when there's blank in your mind...
I need Carrie Bradshaw to inspire me! She's so good in writing...

MC on You!

As of today, I will be in medical leave for two days! two days! Yayy!!1

Due to viral infection on my chest...so cuti lo...I am enjoying my cuti now....and now at the Coffee Zone waiting for my blood result in the afternoon...

I keep you guys posted!

A Night at DeFountain Cafe

Tour with Angel no.16

Where would you go to have a vacation to spend less money and stay at your friend’s house?

What are the activities?

I know the answer!

So Tell me….

Kuala Belait?

Correct!

Where is Kuala Belait? How do we go there?

Easy. It’s in Brunei of course and to go there by car lo.

What’s in there?

So many things you can do there. For instance, would you believe it that in Kuala Belait there’s an archery centre where you can play the archery for $10 for 30 arrows.

Eddie did it and it looks fun. I wanted to play by imagining someone that you been furious and hatred of and shoot them.
Such a relief!

Gather all your friends and hang out there. There are so many places where you eat and just drink.
Moi Nam? Wywy? Orchid Room? Procter? CA Mohammad?
Anywhere la….it’s easy to find ma.

With the whole group together, it’s like a chimney.
Are we in winter already?

Or we can play kidnap kidnap. You kidnap me and I kidnap you next.
Fun eh!

Just spend two days and two nights. You’ll enjoy it.

Confessions of a Fluffy Bunny

What?
This is a BUNNY?

I can't be like this although I may be fluffy...

This is too much!

Deep Thoughts of an Angel no.16

The Angel has come and gave the light to The Blog Invader.

The Angel slapped the face of the blog invader with his wings and said "Don't be stupid!"

From the slapped, the blog invader realized and remembered of what The Angin said to him, "you have the look, easy can find one."

My god! What he said was right.

Then The Angel brought me my old good friend back. Azreen.

She asked why am I broken hearted. I told her a few things and few things to catch up.
I salute her for being the strongest woman I know.
For two days she's in pain and she managed to get over it and she asked me to do the same.
From this I promise to you Azreen. I will and be prepared for everything.

As she said, "Tuhan saja yang faham our situation and Tuhan saja yang dapat kitani rindu."
"Jangan tah kusut kusut lagi Yoy! Kitani ani barang pinjam dari Tuhan, bila bila masa ia dapat mengambil tu. In the mean time, rindukan Tuhan saja and berserah arahnya."

Thank you Azreen and Thank you Angel no.16.

Cry as I may. Angry as I want to.
I have to be strong and face the new days with smile and open arms.

To you God, I am ready for your tests.
I accept any from You as my guidance in disguise.

Deep Thought

ok! here it goes...

Start from Friday till this Sunday, as it may seem to be happy outside could anybody tell of how we feel inside?

What will happen if we can read people's deep thought?
Freaky...

As per discussed with Suze and Liza. (my two lovely girlfriends)
They understand me very well and such a great lost if I lost them.

How am I supposed to feel when they said I may fall into someone back.
I fear this to happen and it ain't feel good.

Feel wanting to say this but how's the reaction?
It won't be the same anymore and the happiness of being together as friends be gone too.

As Angin said, move on!
How do we move one? Can somebody tell me?

I thank you for the great advice.

Everyone move on. Having a date, seeing someone...move on.

We are the free and unfashioned creature. We have the rights to be free. We are ready to be brave and accept the consequences.

The deep thought if told meant to be believed but why believe it. Will it be a lie? or Will it be just an attention to attract?

Its not wrong to be in loved and its not wrong to be not loved back.
It's a freedom of choice and we choose either.

We create the problems and we ourselves have to solve it.

I thank you for reading this and this is Mink! reporting from Rimba floor.

till then....

Madamme Sasha di Lantai Coffee Bean

2007 bring something or someone that you can never forget. Try your luck...

Incidents bad or good during that year must not be forgotten and put as our guide.

This is Sasha and welcome to Sejam Bersama Sasha di Lantai Coffee Bean.
With me is the Blog Invader, Kayoy the Piggy Bank.

I leave it now to Kayoy to recap and discuss the year 2007. Agatah kipu!

Kayoy:
Mulut!

Anyway, selamat datang ke Sejam Bersama Sasha di Lantai Coffee Bean....I am Kayoy your lovely co-host for tonight. Say "I am adorable!" Please!

Year 2007, though some people say not a good year. I do0n't agree but I support people's opinion.

From work to life styles, it changed gradually within that 365 days or shall I say 366 days of leap year.

But, the most important thing of all is people surrounded me of that year.

The family we all loved not to be exempted from the discussion.
How's your family?
My family just fine in fact I love them more than ever. The love increasing everyday.
Thanks for the sponsor trip to Saudi Arabia. That was one of the best experience ever.
Seeing the Ka'aba in front of the eyes produce a joyful and yet thankful tears. I thank you for the opportunity to bring me there where now I am ready to get a further step for haj. Insya Allah.

I won't mention about the work as it is so unnecessary and boring!
Go work!

Meeting new creatures of beloved human.
What's that mean? Do we meet monsters? or Do we meet scary creatures?

Do we mention cats? Mink!? Raccoon?
Two loveable cats.. I love them...everyone love them including the new friend of mine.

Speaking of this new friend.
He's the man I met from Seria. Lovely person but angin!
The reason I put him here because I promised I post something about him on my blog! But then I lost ideas.

I think he's going to be my next very good friend. As angin as he can be...I still adore him for being there for me.
There's one time he tried his best to come over to my place to visit me.
One word! Angin!

To the Charmed Ones!
Go Badminton! The power of Singsing!

I leave you all with Madamme Sasha word of wisdom...

"Mama say, mama say, mama rasa, mama berdosa"

Good night....