Dear Diary;
I don’t know, lately I always feel wiped out especially at night. There’s this one time when we had dinner together and Kori said I really looked exhausted. Ever since, I got fever last week, I always feel tired.
I always thought it’s the class I attended at night. Imagine from 5 to 8 pm every night, from cardio to normal workout. And then, when I finished and took a shower, I go home straight away and watch TV since I miss a lot of shows so I need to catch up. But I ended up sleeping and wake up around 10pm.
In fact, at school after 12, I feel tired and sleepy already. Few of my colleagues complaint about this to me. This is not me. I am the active kind of person, hyper all the time. I even work in the afternoon no questions asked but now, I rather go back home and sleep.
I met a lot of new friends, either personally or through online. I have fun knowing them and never regret knowing them. One thing I don’t like is when we used up all the necessities we have and leave us as it is. This annoys me very much. Yes leave your friends in questions and stay silent for all I care.
You may say, ask your friends what happened. I did and he or she may say nothing and its nothing to do you with you. Right…
If its nothing to do with anyone why with the silence and cold shoulder?
At first I thought we are good friends. Good friends stand up for each other. Good friends are good friends. Well, I guess, we are not good friends then. You lose one you may gain one.
I attended a course called Stress Relief and How to handle it.
It’s a very meaningful and fruitful education for a stress teacher on how to handle it.
Maybe because the presenter is so good looking, that’s why. ☺
Oh well, I still have one solve for stress relief. KILL YOURSELF!
It may not solve anything but who cares!
By now it's night and I just got back from Kuala Belait picking up my friend to stay over at my place.
It feels good when he decided to stay over at my place. He is a very good friend of ours.
After friendly match and picking him up, I feel wiped out now. I am hungry but I don't feel like eating but I don't have a choice but to eat also.
Good night Diary!
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2 comments:
u've been sick lately so maybe that accounts for the fatigue?
I go thru these silent periods sometimes when i dont contact anyone. i think all introverts always face that struggle in balancing other peoples' happiness and keeping themselves sane.
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speaking of sane...don't get me wrong...it has nothing to do with anyone specific...as it may sound for one person that person is not the one I mentioned...thanks for the comment :)
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