An Appreciation to My Angin

Here I would like to say thank you to the Angin Boy with the mind of a man for the great pictures below.

As he said some pictures need to be edited. I do agree these are the best photos ever!
Thanks for a great friend who's always be there.

Confession on the Jamban Floor no. 712

As I write now, I feel kind of disappointed and a little pissed of what had come to me this week.

I feel sorry for my best friend for his vulnerability for his problems and wise decisions. As a friend, a very good friend, I, with no questions ask, willing to be on his side with no limit of time.

I kind of surprise to receive a phone call of someone whom I didn’t expect to call anymore. I apologize for my stern decision as this at the moment I find the only way to make both sides happy.
There were certain words and acts that surprisingly struck my side as this has never happened before when we were together.
Why can’t this happen before?

As a friend you stand up to each other, no matter what, happiness or sadness, thick and thin. If you are a friend willing or not we share our happiness and problems.
There may be time we don’t share to friend but why him or her to be the victim of you problem?
Why him or her receive the silent treatment?
Why him or her, of all people, be treated such treatment where he or she doesn’t know anything?

This may not happen to us before as we do share things together.
I have to say this, if you do have a problem and kept of saying “it has nothing to do with me”..keep it that way.
Why with all the silent and as if the person is at fault?

I asked my friend about this and what she said had made me realise and to be honest it spoilt my mood.
Why in the first place I told her about this?
Why in the first place I have to think about this?

Drama Queen? I guess so…

This may not have anything to do with me. I am a friend, yes. We are the friends who stand up each other who enjoy fun time and sad times.
As a human, why do I have the feeling as if I am the victim from all the problems he has.
He may say that the person I am the person who what we called “perasan” but we as human being can feel something wrong.

I think this is it…I am out of idea already and when you are in the mood that you wish this not to happen, you are out of idea as well….

Good night!

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.777

As I am here bumped into Eddie Muscle gossiping something before both take off for our own kind of work out. Well, mine more to cardio anyway. Haiya! Lose weight ba!

Anyway, I am here at Fitness Zone updating my long lost boring blog for the fans of Madamme Sasha or The new Jessica (haih) or Mink! the loveable cat.

While talking with Aedy, Wu Zun walked by and talked to Eddie, as I may recall, they are friends before he becomes a well known artist. Eddie asked me to take his picture with him. As embarrassed I maybe, I am a very shy and loveable person dink!, I have no choice but to follow his needs. I am going to post it later the picture.

I saw a long queue for spinning class. It's Sherwin class by the way, not my kind of mood to join cycling at the moment. This is always happen, the long queue.

I am now in the holiday mood for Chinese New Year! Sunday will be at Dalin's house, our new lovely friend. We are so looking forward for this. And I am being a bimbo again.

Anyway, enough of this, time for me to work out. Aziman's here and I need to talk to him as well.

Haiya! cannot upload photo now...server slow....so I leave you with my words of wisdom...

I am a lovely person by Madamme Sasha...
Boring!!!

Confession on the Dance Floor no. 877

Dear Diary;

I had a talk with my friend, Redz, and asked if I have multiple personality. I keep on experiencing some events that I don't even remember at all.
I may be Madamme Sasha the brown pashmina, an idiotic version of Oprah who claimed to be a successful talk show host.
Or,
I may like Jessica, the strongest twin sister of Nikki from Heroes. She's good. I want her!
Or,
I may be the slutty Kayoy who kept on calling everyone for sex. I like!

The events were;

1) I keep on receiving phone call and text messages from my new phone numbers saying I gave my number to them at the chat room. I don't chat but I don't remember this as well.

2) I was told that I was using this someone's laptop whom I never met. The proof was my e-mail when typed was there. When was this? I fear it's recent.

3) Redz told me once I may here with him but actually I was somewhere else flirting to someone. This may be true because recently on Monday afternoon when I was taking my nap, he texted me about food and I did reply but I didn't remember what it was until I met him.
He complaint about my text which kind of demanding. I didn't remember about the text since I replied when I was half awake.

So dear diary;

If this is true, I need someone to tell me that I really have multiple personality because it seemed to be true. I feel wiped out every night, I don't remember sometimes of what I did and when I woke up I was on my bed with dizziness and body aching ( haiya! this is the scene from Heroes la!).

I need medication!

Good night Diary..... ZZzzzZZZZZ

Dear Diary Week no.04

Dear Diary;

I don’t know, lately I always feel wiped out especially at night. There’s this one time when we had dinner together and Kori said I really looked exhausted. Ever since, I got fever last week, I always feel tired.
I always thought it’s the class I attended at night. Imagine from 5 to 8 pm every night, from cardio to normal workout. And then, when I finished and took a shower, I go home straight away and watch TV since I miss a lot of shows so I need to catch up. But I ended up sleeping and wake up around 10pm.

In fact, at school after 12, I feel tired and sleepy already. Few of my colleagues complaint about this to me. This is not me. I am the active kind of person, hyper all the time. I even work in the afternoon no questions asked but now, I rather go back home and sleep.


I met a lot of new friends, either personally or through online. I have fun knowing them and never regret knowing them. One thing I don’t like is when we used up all the necessities we have and leave us as it is. This annoys me very much. Yes leave your friends in questions and stay silent for all I care.

You may say, ask your friends what happened. I did and he or she may say nothing and its nothing to do you with you. Right…
If its nothing to do with anyone why with the silence and cold shoulder?

At first I thought we are good friends. Good friends stand up for each other. Good friends are good friends. Well, I guess, we are not good friends then. You lose one you may gain one.


I attended a course called Stress Relief and How to handle it.
It’s a very meaningful and fruitful education for a stress teacher on how to handle it.
Maybe because the presenter is so good looking, that’s why. ☺

Oh well, I still have one solve for stress relief. KILL YOURSELF!
It may not solve anything but who cares!

By now it's night and I just got back from Kuala Belait picking up my friend to stay over at my place.
It feels good when he decided to stay over at my place. He is a very good friend of ours.
After friendly match and picking him up, I feel wiped out now. I am hungry but I don't feel like eating but I don't have a choice but to eat also.

Good night Diary!

E-mail from Sasha

Dear Sir;

Due to regret and careless consideration between the owner of the blog and world renown host, Sejam Bersama Sasha.
This is to inform you that the blog (Passion Fruit) is no longer a cat's blog.
As been read and viewed, the displayed picture no longer post the cat's pesona. It is a little sad to the readers of this blog not seeing any post from that creature.

The news been spread that the cat, as popularly known as Mink! over the internet and as claimed to be the most popular cat around, has retired and no longer connecting to this Passion Fruit for Angle no.16.

The question is, do you (the blog invader) have the slightest creative idea on posting any post that are nice and worth reading of?

yours truly

Madamme Sasha of Brown Pashmina

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.001

Rest awhile and enjoy!

No idea on what to post at the moment...

You know how it feels when there's blank in your mind...
I need Carrie Bradshaw to inspire me! She's so good in writing...