Confession on the Jamban Floor no.990

As I am writing, I am now in Belait District for the weekend with Redz, Paul and Toni.
Enjoyable yes and exciting too.
Though it's quiet but cozy.

Paul, Redz and Toni busy with their anti-social :)

My Personality

Confessions on the Jamban Floor no.977

To live in vain requires less food to eat but to drink a lot of water so that can poo poo easily.

For 3 days of eating non-stop malay food during the haj season made the tummy to go to the front and less gymming dues to budget constraint and time limitation on having dinner for the haj season.

The 3 days brought an exhaustion from eating though delicious.
Cannot resist the temptation and all the fats inviting to eat more.
What shall we do?

Shall be going to the gym again and work out till death?
Shall be going to control the intake of food and ignore all the delicious cuisines?
Shall be stop going to the dinner since Friday is the last day?

By the way;
Friday is the 4th day. An additional day as discussed the whole family.

As observed and dropped by to Lord Marshall. The emporium is still under thorough renovation.
It is decided but what to do next.
The preparation for the new class gone and the mood gone.
What are the next plan?
How to clean the class?
Enough time for the next year?
We'll wait.

So we end this with;

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

&

Merry Christmas

to you all....

Confessions of the Bali Floor Day 3 & 4

Day 3:

Aaahhh
We decided to go to the beach and relaxing the whole day looking at people.
When we almost reached to our destination, we were greeted by two Indonesian guys.
They gave us this card for us to open and look for the puzzle.
To cut short, I had 3 t-shirts and B got 3 stars.

The guy was so happy, he said B won US$ 1000 for this.
I was very happy, I can get half from it.
But.......there's a catch.
In order to receive the prize, we have to go to the hotel mentioned and we must be living together for at least 2 years.
And, the guy insisted for us to be living together. We are gay couple!
For two and a half years!

And so we went to the hotel.
We waited for the manager...alaaa...WTF!
They actually asked us to be their premium member which cost of US$10 000 for 26 years.
I can't afford it, we can't afford it. So we left with empty handed.
Decided not to be fooled again...for days we ignoring people approaching us. keke

And now I forgot what did we do for these two days.

We had dinner date at Cafe Warisan.
Spend almost one morning at Jalan Seminyak and Oberoi.
B said this looks at one part in Sydney and he got overheated and couldn't continue anymore.
I was excited already by the walking but couldn't leave B all exhausted so we headed to Matahari Mall for lunch.

The Dinner at Cafe Warisan caused a few trouble to B by me.
We've been in silent treatment for almost two days and it ain't no good.

Next episode:
Pictures of my Bali trip.
I am too lazy to type anymore...

Confessions on the Bali Floor Day 1 & 2

Day 1 of Bali was too tiring.
Arrived at 2 o'clock in the morning. I decided to go to sleep straight away but then seeing B taking shower, it felt refreshing, so I ended having it after.

Wake up at 8:00 a.m.
I couldn't sleep from the noise outside.
After breakfast, walking around at the back of the hotel. There were so many shops, little local shops, everywhere.
And they kept on calling us to buy stuffs. I decided not to buy anything on my first day. Save money first.

After lunch, we headed off to Discovery Mall. Finally a decent mall to go to.
Mark & Spencer, Sogo, Periplus, Guess are all here! Yayy!!
It cost around 20 000 Rupiah by taxi to go there from our hotel.
As talkative I can be, I asked the taxi driver how much does it cost for a taxi fare from the airport to the hotel.
He said only around 40 000 rupiah maximum.
What?!!! We paid 100 000 Rupiah for that last night!

I let you know later how much did I spend for our first day in Bali.

Dinner at Jimbaran Seafood...
The place is nice facing the beach. If you are on honeymoon you should go there. Its so romantic.
Anyway, the seafood plus drink for two: 750 000 Rupiah!!

Day 1 & 2:

Taxi from the airport: 100 000 Rupiah
Shopping for clothes: 300 000 Rupiah
Krispy Kreme: 50 000 Rupiah
Taxi back and forth hotel: 60 000 Rupiah
Taxi for dinner return: 40 000 Rupiah
Dinner at Jimbaran: 750 000 Rupiah

Do the total la ah....

Confessions on the RIPAS and FoodZone Floor no. 073

As pain occurred for every seconds. I was worried that he can't stand the pain.
As a friend, in fact, I owe my life to this friend, crying for him is not the answer as I guess it will make the worse.
I remembered my mum used to stroke gently on my head whenever I was in pain. And that when I was a kid. It actually calm us down and make to feel better.

B always do that to me as well and said the same thing, clams and better.
In fact, When I did this to my in pain friend, he said he can fall asleep with this.

How the power touching give effects to human affectionate.
Get well soon Amir...

Almost to an hour we queued at the hospital to wait name to be called.
Thanks to Redz sister who called the name and ran smoothly. It took no longer than 7 minutes when she came and helped us.

Watch showed almost to 10 p.m.
we had dinner and Paul and Redz talked about Blogging Nation where they got the inspiration from the link I posted on my blog.
Honestly, I linked it here but I have no intention to register to it.

Until....

Redz registered and I saw his name on the nation.
Paul registered and I saw his name on the nation as well...

This morning, it came to my mine, I too should register to blogging nation and I too need a loyal reader like I used to have until I changed my website address.
Too many readers and it creeps me out a little.
Then, I need readers to read my diary, I called it diary as it tells about my life.

I need readers to understand me through my writings.
I need readers to know me and to leave something to me as a remembrance of my mistakes.
I need readers to know me and be their inspirations of what I have contributed intentionally or unintentionally.
I need readers to tell me what they have contributed to me that I can make it as guidance to my life.

I thank you readers for your contributions and supports.

And now...
I leave you with lots of food from my school.
We are having what we call "Food Festival"



And these are Sophan, Juana, Nora and Ustazah Norwani

And now the soto given by my student for the teachers' day...
Thank you Suhairi

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.078

I did something funnily stupid :)

When a friend of mine was in the toilet and usually when he's in the toilet he'll be kind of taking a long time to clean up.

Guess what I did?
I checked out his mobile phone and I got caught.

AArrgghhhh!!!

He's not angry but he's disappointed in me...hee hee hee...
Honestly, he's cute when he's like that...

Sorry hunny...
Just being curious and in need to know that asshole's number :)

Won't do it again..I promise...Love ya!

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.189

I went out of the room tadi then C-Kayoy, the blog invader, wake up from his afternoon nap and saw me.

"Mink! masuk!" he said.

The stupid thing was, he just said it but he didn't do anything. Eh! what happened to this boy?

Rupanya, I hate that boy.

"Dy! C-Komeng kuar tu menggatal."
Kurang ajar!

He told me master about it! Damn you!

Anyway, I am here to tell you this story about Lulu.
You know, the new, is it dog or bunny?
He's, since it's night time, so I guess she..
She's at De'Fountain selling herself to this cute hot chinese muscle man.
Happened to be the son of his friend's colleague.
Lulu is now so desperate he, sorry she, can go to anyone with pretty faces.
Good Luck Lulu!

I confessed...

Bah sudah ah...at least I post something due to popular demand!

Till Then...I leave you with Lulu the Selling bunny? dog?

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.765

aku malaskan memblog salnya banyak kajaku di skulah ani...
since tadi kami ada begambar ramai for the souvenir Singapore teachers so ku post ke mari lah..Enjoy!

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.989

Everytime I think of this person, I started to hate myself.
I started to despise this person.
I started to feel in a negative mood.
I started to lose interest in everything what I do.
And,
I started to fool around to forget and get rid of this person.

I've tried my best to do everything. Even to the level where I am not supposed to do. To impress and to be the best. What turned out to be a disappointment in the end.

I deny everything to my friends. I deny to everyone I move on. But what's the point, you can't deny yourself.
I do move on.

At times, the true feelings gone and it felt good. It felt surprising exciting.
Keep it up!

When you meet, it sure is the most awaited event on your life. Why is that?
When you go out, it sure is will be a disappointment turned out. What happened?

When you didn't see him, it sure is the longest day in your life. How long?
When you were away, it sure is the every moment you miss the person. Isn't it over already?

I always keep into mind that, "You don't need this person, you don't have to miss this person when you guys are not together. He never definitely think of you there."
I have to agree on this.

My best colleagues keep on wanting to slap me for being such a loser.

"That bullshit doesn't deserve you," she said. "Let the person rot in hell, that's the place for it."
Sound harsh but I like it. My colleague knows me better. I like her.

I spend less time, I ignore the person. I even curse the person whenever I saw on friendster. (added new friends,someone has a reputation there, then pictures..blahh!!)
I text less, I ignore on MSN. I even curse and say rude things on SMS.
In short, we fight a lot.

Why? Denial.

I don't care what this person do behind my back. Fool around for all I care.
I don't care what this person's activity and date with someone when we are not together. We deserved to meet someone, a special someone.
Someone you can *you know*.
A side story, this person does a lot. :)

Anyway,
With all ignorance and less time spend.
Why I am ready to do it, in fact I did it well myself, then *bang!* an interesting story happen from this person.
I changes everything. I feel pity, I feel sad. That's my friend and in need.
I am the only comfort this person has.

Stupid Kayoy!
Move on!

To think deeply before sleep and crying for losing the ipod.
I have decided, what do I care?
Do whatever both sides want to do.
This person never thinks of me and why in the world do I have to think of this person. He doesn't CARE.
Go do what ever you want to do. *that thing* or other things like gang bang...go ahead for all I care.
I have had enough and I am tired.

I may be hurt. I may be in vengeance.
For one thing, I will never forgive.

-The End-

Sasha reporting from Studio Oprah...

Anger on the Jamban Floor

Fucking Shit!!!


I am so angry right now, I can kill anyone who near me.I kill in pleasure and you to suffer in pain.
Those bitches to bitches to Fucking Assholes.

Why in the world do I have to know these persons?
Why in the fucking world do I have to be friend with these stupid assholes?
And,
Why in the idiotic fucking bullshit world I can't get rid of these God Damn Fuckable bitch?

First thing first..Stupid Unlucky Tuesday!!
I misplaced my ipod, how in the world can I workout? For hours I looked for it and until now I couldn't find it, I feel like I want to burn my house. Idiot!!

Someone saying that I am CHEAP! How the fuck are you saying that to me!!! Do you know me that well? Is it me or you are the one who CHEAP? Fucking around!
I feel like I want to hit whoever house with my car! Let both the car and house burn!

I've waited for hours to someone to pick me up and I ended up driving for nothing. Now I know why I seldom hang out with you guys...Fashionably Late Drag!
I feel like stabbing the drag with blunt knife! Feel the pain!!

Ok, calm down....

The night was ok...get the chance to talk heart to heart with Suze and Liza...saying bad things to those who so influential yet such a big fat liar!
Until the phone rang!

+6738883514
Then there's a text message...
"Can i kol u kajap sharul?"

What the FUCK!!
Another stupid Pinoy doing it again. What a bitch!
This has gone too far. Suze's mother kept on asking me to pick up the phone because it's kind of rude having conversation with her as the phone ringing.

Received another phone call with different tone.
It's my bestfriend. He was in a fume as well. So I asked why...
His boyfriend is seeing someone behind his back! What This!!!!
I know I shouldn't be angry but this is my bestfriend for god sake!

There's this guy called him saying he's been seeing my bestfriend's boyfriend now and there are actually three persons invovled; My bestfriend, the guy who called and there's another guy. Bull!!
The guy called him and telling him that they've been together before or after their trip to Bangkok.
What? Don;t have a better life than ruining others ey?
What? Is the guy called him so good looking? that he seeing him better than my bestfriend?
What? Is bestfriend doesn't enough for him? that he has to go out with this ugly guy instead.
What? Is this guy calling that he's been seeing long enough that we, my bestfriend especially, couldn't find out that soon?

This boyfriend of his doesn't deserved my bestfriend. He should appreciate him!
What can't anybody see us happy?
What can't they just leave us as what we are?
What can't they just die in the most terrifying way?

I am so angry at the environment now.
The place seemed so stuffy and full of bullshit!
The surrounding is full of drama.
We all full of drama!

I still want my ipod!!
Do not mess with me now as I am full of anger!
This is how I will be for the next hours until I found my ipod and my problems solved.

Asshole!

Bersama Mink! Di Lantai Jamban Rimba

I am a very beautiful cat!!


Mink!:
With intense negotiation with the blog invader. I managed to persuade him to have this interview for my blog.

Here I present to you...Kayoy the blog invader.

Anyway, we will talk about his life, his relationship, or does he have one? and the phone calls as well as text messages overflowed in.

Kayoy:
Tumpis jua mulut kucing inda sadar diri ani.
aaaa Mink! Do you know that you are actually a cat? A very annoying one?!

Mink!
I am a very beautiful cat...Anyway..So tell me what did you do last night?

Kayoy:
I went out dinner with Redz and Paul di Andaman. Besides this conversation are not what I did last night. What did you do last night?

Mink!
Licking my paws..This is not about me, this is about you. What did you do before that? And mind telling us about this phone calls and text messages you received lately.

Kayoy:
Aahh...it's a very long story.

Mink!
Habaq dekat che!

Kayoy:
There is this stupid person who exposing my phone number over the chat room, to the main channel even.
I know this because my friend told me. He chats anyway.
Ok, let's talk more about me.
So, since this has been going on for quite a long time, I take it as a good sign of this stupid person doing me a favour of introducing me few friends for a date. So I tagged along.
I met few friends and chatted with them.

Mink!
Don't you get annoyed by this?
Uuuhh I feel like Oprah...

Kayoy:
Perasan jua kucingnya...
Well, I do. In fact in every of my prayer I cursed this man.

Mink!
Continue your story...What did you do last night before dinner with Redz and Paul?

Kayoy:
Kepoh!
Anyway, I received a text message saying to meet me later at 7 di serusop.
So, I met the person lo.

Mink!
Then, what happened?

Kayoy:
This person..haiya...not nice want...
This person is always you know caressing and touching...yuck!
So, I asked Redz to call me up in 5 minutes to save me from this torturement...keke..I create that word...

Mink!
How long did you guys meet? and Did Redz call you?

Kayoy:
Of course lo! Anyway...this is the last time I go layan this kind of persons.
It always ended up in disappointment.

Can we just like meet a very simple, decent, good looking, sex appealing person?

Mink!
In that case, you keep on tag along with this, who knows ada tu nanti the person....
Good luck ah!

Kayoy:
Thank you..
Come to think of it...you are not a bad cat at all...It's just that you are a cat!

Mink!:
Sial manusianya...
I am a very beautiful cat la!!!

So I end up this show with my words of wisdom...
"Listen to the car advice, although you don't understand them. But at least they are good looking, I am good looking."

I see you next week and Thank you for watching....

-End-

Confession on the MV Doulus Floor

I have to sneak around and silently to post this blog while Mink! is still sleeping.

I went out last night with Jims. As we claimed ourselves the Yakubs night out to the floating bookfair in Muara.

Surprisingly, it was huge and hot too. We looked around the ship first before we proceed to the book fair.
I kind of scared at the first place actually to see this different kind of environment. Honestly it's like once in a blue moon we go to Muara. There's nothing there.

Anyway, since I am too lazy and sneaking around from Mink!I show you the pictures but I couldn't take the pictures inside the bookfair.. I honestly forgot :-)





The Yakubs in front of the cruise ship...

Before we went to the ship, we walked pass by this very nice interior building. I said to myself hey! this is kind of a surprise for a very nice building in Brunei.





The Yakubs took another picture in the bus...

I managed to take few shots for myself...hee hee...



Malasku kan rotate balik ni eh...di rotate masih jua lagi...biar tia...

That's all for now as pictures tell thousands of words of already..

Bah c-Mink! bangun....laju laju...

Mink!: Blog INVADER!!!!

Mink! Bersama Sasha

I was licking myself on the stairs alone ignoring Raccoon on what he's doing.
There I found the blog invader arriving home from the gym with his nice Nike and Puma bags.
What this? Got sponsor from Nike kah?

Then I wonder, eh how come ah that boy home early with two bags some more.
Usually when he's carrying his puma bag to the gym means he's off to shower there and hang out with his friends.
Now, how come?

He sat alone over the balcony and looking at his phone and watched tv.

I asked, "Eh boy! what happen ah?"

Oh I forgot, he couldn't understand the beauty of my cat language. He only know smile want.

Anyway, talking serious now.
After, the boy did his laundry then watched tv again (Return to Witch University) then arrived home my owner.
He asked the boy joined dinner with him, he declined. Banyak also this boy punya laundry. One month kah tu?

What is he doingkan?
What happen to him?

Madamme Sasha:

Mari Madamme habaqkan...

Menurut experience madamme, madamme tau apa masalah budak ni.
Budak ini mesti tengah baca buku The Secret kan.

Coba Mink! habaq dekat che, masa budak ni duduk ada dia memegang buku di tangannya?

Mink!, "hhmmm ada kali."

Nah nampak sekali matamu bular Mink!

Sekian, Terima kasih...

Mink!:
What this? How come this Madamme Sasha got her own talk show here?
Famouskah?

-The End-


Next episode:
Madamme Sasha bersama The blog invader...upclose and personal with heart to heart intimacy.
Thursday 8pm ET/ 9pm WIB

Mink! is back...

For months I gave a chance to that boy use my blog, he spoil it all bah.
What this? Every post so intense what...Get a life boy!!
What I saw in you room ah that morning, not nice want. Better clean it up.

Now as I am back! I banned you, KAYOY, to use and read this blog! Ha! Ha! Ha!
I am so excited to be back and to all the cats out there, I am the beautiful and loveable cat! Ha!

I introduce to you my new friend...



This is Larry from 6 a.m. to 6 p.m.
And Lulu from 6 p.m. to 6 a.m.

He's nice compare to Kayoy :)

p/s: I let Madamme Sasha to use to blog...not you blog invader.

Madam Sasha Presents ....

Ladies and gentle ladies....Especially to cat lovers.
I present to you the Cat Conversation!!!!

AidilFitri Fever

When it comes to hari raya, the word food always been the major talk of the season.

The first day is always a family gathering day. I will not talk much but I will show you the pictures of the activities of my hari raya these two days...

First:

I met my uncle at my grandma's house and he told me about this specs he bought for only $49. Its very good bargain I must say...

I look old and I don't care.

I managed to take few pictures with my cousin..hee hee


I only choose the best picture ah.

I went to my first cousin house and saw his son, Iman, fall asleep. Cute!


I able to take a picture with him while he's asleep and told his mother that I am going to post this on my blog.


Second Day:

I went to my parents' house before we off the beraya at my families and relatives house.
While waiting my nephew gave me this comic book and it's called Lanun.
Hey! it's been a long time I haven't seen this magazine. And, the comic was in 1998.


While waiting as well, I took pictures of my parents interior. So I show them here so that you can feel as if you guys are berayaing at my parents' house.

These are the dining room...


And these are the living room...



The picture on the wall is me...hee hee hee


I took pictures with my nephew.
His younger brother said piggy bank to the pic.




I give up, there are so many pictures ad post to publish.
All I can say is...

...to be continues...

Selamat Hari Raya
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Sasha The Magician

The world has come to an end. The people are struggling to survive.
The air is too polluted. Food supply diminishing day by day. People are getting hungry and thirst either for food or sex.
There is no time for sex as people are in fear and grave danger.

At this desperation, people killed and hurt each other. They even eat each other to survive.
You hide yourself from this beast killing, man-eating people. It still no security in hiding. People inside your hide-out can turn to beasts. Once it happens, they are no survival left.

Mutants, Martial Arts Superhuman Skills, Beasts and Unknown Scary Creatures exist and roaming all around the world. They can be the good guy or the bad guy.
The bad guy kill and eat for pleasure and food. It is their only form of entertainment to torture people.
The good guy save the innocents and make them as their bait for lusts.

Legend has it, there's this creature who love to help innocent people with a price of lusts and materials.
She seeks revenge at times to those who hurt the innocents. She cares to good looking people, hunk men to be precise.
She is considered to be the top 10 most powerful human in the world.
And,
She is .... Sasha The Magician.

Sasha didn't want this power. She always said this is the curse from above.
The curse that everybody wants but not to Sasha.
Sasha's power exceed from bursting out the flame from the palm of her hand to the sonar power from her mouth.
Her martial art skills are non-comparable to 10 skillful martial arts world championships.

Her mansion in Kg. Sungai Terabah Tersungkur where there to be her favourite stay over, becomes a home shelter for innocent hunky men.
She always help the innocents and sent them to her mansion either to be served as escorts or nude dancers.

Sasha is now the White Queen of Sahara....

...to be continued...


p/s:
Eh boy? Where's Mink! ah? How come no news from that cat?

Hot Sweaty Thursday

Holiday is in less than a week..yayyyy!!
And now I am in no mood to teach nor to work but then at home I look for the work I wanted to do. I ended up going to the gym, play badminton or doing the stepper.

In fact, yesterday, I went sungkai at the gym as I spent two hours and a half there.
Life can be so damn bored...

Like today, I am so bored, it's hot, it's sweaty and even exhausting.
I even asked my colleagues whether they sungkai out or not. I am looking for a company here man.

The only thing that I can look forward is going home, have a nap then off to the gym play badminton, which I received a complaint from the management about the badminton court about us conquering and something to do with the payment. *sigh*

And now I post this pointless blog because I need to talk to Muaz about this controversial restaurant I've read from his blog. This going to be interesting. Where is he anyway?

Good day and Happy Holiday...

Fashionably Late and Tasteless

Dear Diary:


Today I had the chance to chat with three of my colleagues. Juene, Sila and Mar.
Juene was actually dropping by to visit Sila and Mar before she's off to university to study.

There, Juene talked about her ex whom everyone kind of despise and angry at.
They asked me if I ever met him somewhere for the past few weeks. So I admit yes at the Mall last Friday.

To be honest, I kind of forgot who he was. He said hi to me, to be polite I said hi back to him. For an hour I kept on asking myself who he is, until I arrived at my place then I remembered.

Anyway, the point is, We were having this talk about relationship. How happy Juene is with her new partner. How she won't change any of her partner appearance. So I said, he's too simple and floppy.

There Mar interrupted our talk.
"Believe me, you don't want to change anything. you'd rather keep they way it is." She said.
For 5 years she had to hide who she really is in front of her ex in order to impress the partner and his family.

After that, the whole story turned into me as I am too choosy and materialist to them. So I asked why and how.

It snapped for awhile how true what they said are.
I prefer my partner to be fashionable. They agreed.
I prefer my partner to be rich. They agreed.
I prefer my partner to be good looking. They agreed.
I prefer my partner to be understand me. They totally agreed.

They were few statements they said about me which are true in a way.
I told them, I keep this Locman watch from my ex. It's nice so I am still wearing it.
I have a few of his shirts that he can't wear. I decided to alter them first to fit my size and taste.
I keep a few of his books in me, still inside my room.
Then I kept on hinting him before about this Nike bag that I ended up buying myself after the big quarrel. I need therapy.

All they can say was, They are not surprise!

Hey! all the stuff were after we broke-up what.

They advised me not to change a single thing about our partner. You'll end up hurt in the end as it boosts their confidence and to better looking. What??!!!

Maybe this is now and I keep it to my mind for my future reference.

Thank you diary...

The Dark Side

I went out with my ex last night, after waiting for quite a long time from the piano practise. The night didn’t turn out what to be expected actually. We talked about trust as I said to him that I don’t trust him.
As asked what that I don’t trust in him. I preferred to keep it to myself as I don’t want of what I wanted to know turn to be disappointment and anger. I turn nasty and evil when I am furious.
But it is decided, since I am kind of disappointed and a little angry, I have to post it.

How am I going to trust him when he’s flirting to my own bestfriend.
Call me jealous what-so-ever, but what can I do. That’s my thing.
“I miss you” “you’ve been quiet lately” “Muah”. Let me rephrase, it started with the word I. It gives out different meaning I tell you that.
OK! I didn’t get all these these days. What am I? No one?
I need motivation too. I am a someone too damn it!
Remember, before mushy-mushy words coming and receiving. The word “Bunny” even disappeared now.
The only sentence sent “what’re you doing?”
.... cooking?
And only once-a-day text and maybe in the future no text message at all in a day!

“Can you see us happy together?” that’s what I heard lately from him.
I am no psychic that can see the future anytime about us. If I do I tell.
I don’t have a time machine in my bedroom and go to 2011 and looked hey! There’s us happy living together sleeping in a different room.
I don’t have this magic mirror hang in my living room where I can ask, “Magic Mirror, can you see me happy with me ex?” The mirror would reply, “Which one?”

“Keep the gates open”
How am I supposed to ignore these. I was in love three times in my life now. I don’t give up in love…in fact I look for it, in fact I thirst for it.
Trust me, I’ve been keeping my gates open for all these times, hoping things turn out to be well.
But all I can see is this gate has been closed since, tie-up with this titanium chains from top to bottom and locked with thousands of padlock where nobody knows where the keys are.

All I can see negatives in me, there’s no single positives be seen and appreciate by at least in this relationship.
I know its not easy to forget someone you love before…been there don’t that….but hey life goes on! Life is good!
All I can say, he didn’t even try to!

Maybe I was hoping too much from this.
Maybe after times spend together, I hope things could get back to where it was.
Maybe I am the only side who “perasan” all this time.
What can I say, I am a human too, have anger and soft side but for now the dark side rules.

“Sorry. This is not the good night. sleep well”
Yes, even apoligizing doesn’t sound sincere. I know, if there no I before it, it doesn’t mean anything sincere from him. He told me.

Crap!
I am losing him….again….*sigh*

Confession on the Pity Classroom Floor

MOST Bruneian students are now too lazy too study. Why is this to happen? Who to blame?
This is based on my experience today while teaching the PSR students at a tuition school. Their exam is in this Wednesday, which is less than a week in fact 3 more days to be precise.

I gave these students the questions on making the sentences from the given phrases. Its only ten questions and the phrases are so damn easy.
1. line up
2. a film show
3. was taken away
4. to take charge of
5. within minutes
6. towards the sky
7. in the evening
8. for the occasion
9. all over the world
10. a glass cupboard

My original primary 4 pupils had done this and they did it with flying colours. And believe me, I got this from First Step To Writing English Composition Year 4. IT’S YEAR 4 for god sake!

All I can say is, MOST pupils nowadays are too lazy to think. They only expect for the teachers to give them the answers. What? Are the teachers who the one going to sit for the exam?
For half an hour I gave clues and mostly strategies to answers and all they can only do is look at my beautiful face (I know, I had to do it!) and smile in blur! Hey! I talked in Malay already that.
I asked, “Come on, just give me three to four words in a sentence. Say walk? Anyone?”
They only smiled and bow their head. AArrggghhh!!!!!
Its easy, it’s only walk…I walk to school everyday! Nah!
My 2 year-old nephew can do it!

Believe me, I have two nephews, six and two. I don’t mean to be snob but they know how to use thinking skills well.

Recently, when I had my ankle injury and I went sungkai at my parents’ house. So I had to walk with this walking stick.
My two nephews looked at me and the eldest asked what happened and laughed seeing how I walked.
My youngest nephew looked at me and I knew he wanted to play my walking stick.
So what he did was, he get his toy car and carried it to me and say, “Uncle, change?”
See, he knows how to think, in order to get my stick he wants to exchange with his toy car.

I don’t blame anyone but isn’t it about time; we think that we are way too lenient in terms of everything. And what I fear most is that, they are our next generation and I got scared how are they going to run our country.
By writing this, in my mind is asking how are they going to sit in the UN General Assembly with nothing what-so-ever knowledge possessed. And when they are about to be asked, I know, they can only smile and bow their head in shyness. What this?

Stop thinking about getting married early. By quitting school and get married as a solution has no future in there. How are you going to feed your children with no job in hand or lower income earned?

Tagged!!!

I've been tagged!

Someone..Thanks to Surreal Beauty...tagged me..thank you...so here goes...

5 things in my bag….

Wallet> Handphone> my inhaler> laptop> perfume (kekeke)

5 things that are in my wallet...

Cash>cards>ATM slip>receipts>this coin I bought in Singapore saying murah rezeki keke

5 favorite things in my bedroom

bed> dirty laundy> tv> perfumes> sejadah nah!

5 things i wish to do

travel all around the world> own n eat krispy kreme in Brunei> go to the toilet and wee wee > buy that nike bag (nice)> going to Kuala Lumpur yaayyy!!

5 things that i am doing now

doing this tag> thinking what to do for tomorrow> chatting with Aed n Redz about the airport in Bangkok> Looking at my handphone> thinking whether to eat waffle or not

5 people i would like to tag

Amir> Redz> Ira> Jiman> Aedy

Confession on the Jamban Floor no.96

As ordered and advice by the charmed ones...Now the room is simple and to its minimal...


Thursday:

1) Cleaning the toilet
2) Laundry and folding clean laundry?

Oh well, since one week medical leave might as well do something at home...what are you doing tomorrow? work? hee hee

p/s: I don't share toilettries so Do not use mine...what this!!

I am Barriss Offee

The crystal is the heart of the blade.
The heart is the crystal of the Jedi.
The jedi is the crystal of the Force.
The Force is the blade of the heart.
All are intertwined.
The crystal, the blade, the Jedi. You are one.

Confession on Rimba's Locked-up Room

Finally Mink! came out from the prison...
His face looked frustrated and revenge...
He didn't want anyone to touch neither to hug him...

What made him cause to do this?
What made him so anger for weeks in silence locked up room?

Aaaahhh....
Is this because of this....look below...



There's a new cat in the house...

Ladies and Gentlement...
Introducing....

Mochi Roger Sanders kekeke.....

Don't Quit

When things go wrong
as they sometimes will,
when the road you're trudging
seems all uphill

When the funds are low
and the debts are high,
and you want to smile
but you have to sigh,
when care is pressing you down a bit-
rest if you must but don't you quit.

Success is failure turned inside out -
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
and you never can tell
how close you are
It may be near when it seems afar,
so stick to the fight
when you're hardest hit ...

It's when things seem worst
that you must not quit!

Wings of Angel Over My House

As I arrived home from long day of work. From morning until 5.30 in the afternoon, the work too exhausting and mentally challenging.
There I saw an angel waiting for me at home with purple wings, smiling and wishing me "Life is good."

As if I wanted to kick the angel as he kept on moaning and crying to get hug and caress.

This Angel looked good with his wing, purple wing to be exact.
Now I present to you the angel, Raccoon Alexander MontoMAry...



I leave you the best quote I have ever read from my best friend of KB..touching and romantic...

"Love. All my life I have read about it, dreamt of it, waited for it, cried for it, needed it. Now with you, I have found it."

Confession on The Taurean Floor

I say no more...these pictures are so nice and I need to post them here...I share share with everyone want...Besides the new Taurean 3 at The Arch is so nice and beautiful, cozy and sexay.

And there me, Kri and Jims having fun laughing and talking, listening to Kori and Redz conversation on the opposite side.


As usual the bimbo was me..yayyy!!
So,Today, Tuesday, the topic of the conversation as requested by Mr. Kayoy will be me!!
I am so ready for this and I have prepared everything to be the talk of the night like being the most beautiful creature of all to the most sexy...hee hee hee....


There Redz and Kori with the nice background...


Oprah once said to Madame Sasha "When I love a stuff, I'd love to share it with everyone..." Ding!


p/s: Mink! still locked up in the room...

Confession on Mink!'s Tail

This blog been approved by the owner of it, Mink!, for Mr. Kayoy to fully use this blog.

There are few reasons why Mink! are not able to post and produce the blog in the near future due to:

1) Mink! has been locked up in the room for good by his owner.

2) The reason behind the locked up is due to his wee wee on the stairs of Mr. Kayoy house.

3) Ever since the locked up, Mink! has no idea on what to post for the blog.

4) Mr. Kayoy has been begging and begging to publish the post over this blog as it annoys Mink! and no choice to say yes.

5) Mink! has decided to retire for awhile due to his punishment of wee wee.

6) Mink! is trying to be nice for the month of Ramadhan to get the pahala by lending his blog to Mr. Kayoy.

So, for the mean time, viewers are advised to be courageous and brave on reading Mr. Kayoy blog for the next few months. kekeke...


Long Live Mink!

Confession of Madamme Sasha no.093

(This has been approved by the owner of the blog “Mink!” for Madame Sasha to post this compelling story.)


How do you feel when someone you love said “I love you” then he took it back?

Empty promises, hope assurances and everything there is to be in love.
When you feel there is hope and find it the perfect of everything, you sure do feel secured and say at last the dry season is over.

“I really miss you a lot. You’re all that’s good in my life. I just had my fortune read. It was ridiculous a complete waste of twenty bucks. Goodnight my sweetie. I love you so much.”
How do you feel when someone said that to you? We are so so in love now.

Then came Monday to be specific.

“Do you love me when you really said it?” Madame Sasha asked.

Moment of silence…

“I don’t know…maybe I don’t.” He replied.

She snapped! Madame Sasha has been conned? Good job!!

For two days in miserable life. What has she done wrong? Does she deserve to be treated this way?

She was secured. She was given hope. She was given the sweetest days where all girls are envy of. BULL SHIT!!

All Madame Sasha can say is they have won.
Is this what they wanted Madame Sasha to be, so be it. She’s strong and she’s like Queen Elizabeth The First, young, single and rule England all by herself.

Madame Sasha is now in silence, in grief and in tears.
She is now decided to let go and retired from the entertainment world.
She is now a full time nanny and wrote the Nanny Diary, which will be in store October 2007.


Mink!
I don’t know what to say…I am speechless…

Mr. Kayoy:
One word…Grudge…

Carik Glamerrr

Here they are, the three musketeers carik glamer....

As what Toni said, The Single Out Night...

By the way;

Happy Fasting everyone!!
Fulfill the month with love and devotion to the Al-Mighty...

One Hour Bersama Madame Sasha

Host: Madame Sasha of Brown Pasmina

Panel: Mink! (since this is his blog)
Mak Sarah
Mak Minah
Kak Leha

Madame Sasha:
Here we are again...crying and laughing when we share all these to the viewers what we had experience. I myself love to share those experiences to cry and to laugh.
One Hour Bersama Madame Sasha

Today, I have invited four lovely guests to my show. They are all my loveable companions and friends. One of them is a cat owner of a very famous blog where everything as mentioned encoded messages inside.
One is a blog invader as complaint by my companion but sexy and anggun.
My two other guests are models and actress of worldwide known movies...

Ladies and Gentlemen...Mink!, Mak Sarah, Mak Minah and Kak Leha...

APPLAUSE!!!

Madame Sasha:
So, how does it feel to be on my show?

Mak Sarah:
I don't feel a thing...

Mak Minah:
Neither do I...

Madame Sasha:
Really? You sluts...
Anyway, habaq kat che apa ceta dia...

Kak Leha:
Kepoh also this member....

Mink!
Stop invading my blog!!

Mak Sarah:
Minjam bah eh! Majal jua kucingnya...

Madame Sasha:
When you talk about blog...what's that?

Mak Sarah:
What this? Don't know about blog...Lungkang kali...

Mak Minah:
Kita orang lawa mesti tau pasal blog...

Mink!
Sudah tah eh...nyusah jua...baik tidur...


to be continued....

Kill Tits Chapter 1

The comittee members meeting of Lord Marshall School of the Gifted and The Most tense and full of disappointment.
The Leader of the Teeth Evil surrounded with the Two Leaders from Academia and their Serpents and Guards.

It all started on Thursday when The Two Leaders and the other two guards went to the Other World to negotiate and propose the never ending exhibits of Spells and Curses.

Then came afternoon, The Leader of the Teeth Evil fumed and rampaged the other world as she was disappointed and anger of the exhibits.

"This is how you work?!!!" she said, "This is not my idea and this is all Academia fault! It has nothing to do with me!"

She humiliated the subjects of Lord Marshall in front of publics not to be known from the Other World.

Post Mortem came on Monday on the diappointment of the exhibits. The Two Leaders and with the vice-captains of the Two Leaders voiced out their disappointment and blamed to the Leader of the Teeth Evil.

The Serpents and The Guards kept silence and witnessed the never ending argument. Shaky, tears and scream all came at the same time.

When are these going to an end? How are we going to solve these? Who's to blame? And Who's to believe?

Everyone blame each other as it was confirmed that The Teeth Evil to blame.
Intense and fearful made the environment more terrifying as both perfect creatures showed their bold and strong powers.
Who was the winner? Nobody knew, not even the Serpents and Guards gave any comment.

The Teeth Evil kept on mumbling defending her fault, though she knew it was truly hers.
The Two Leaders silent as there's no other way in attacking and pointing anymore.

It ended with no result of both ways on solving them.
And hope it won't continue to the next day with sour faces and hatred.

Let it be the way it used to be...as we promised to be happy and environmental friendly.







Mink!:
This boy again!!! Damn you!!! Get your own blog la!!!

Do Fish Drink Water?

This is the book given by Aziman for my birthday...
It is so educational and informative...I love it so much I took a picture of it and post it here...

There are questions that we never think of....like

1) How many colours do M&M have?
2) What is the difference between cafe latter and capuccino?
3) Where did Pizza originate from?

I won't tell you the answer...buy la the book...

oh oh...to whom it may concern, Your bunny need you this buy this book...He tells you later keke...